i'm going crazy

so school has started back up again and junior is supposed to be the hardest... so i'm starting up thinking "this isn't so bad" and then the stress comes... yeah i should have expected it. being an accounting major is great in a lot of ways, but super stressful. i have to get an internship for next summer which pretty much means i need to schmooze all the companies that come and visit school this semester, which i am not good at at all. i hate small talk so much! it is the worst, and so awkward. i hate the first few conversations with people when you are just getting to know them. i never know what to say. so this is a big challenge for me this year. i guess i will just have to get out of my element and do what i have to do. but that doesn't mean that i can't complain about it. (i'm sorry for those of you that are reading this) anyways, school is going ok. i have my own apartamento with my roommate from freshman year, my roommate from last year and one of my other friends. i still share a room, but there is a lot of space, so it's no problem. the only bummer is that i am away from zach. =( but i get to see him tomorrow, so that is exciting! yay for zach. that's all for now.